Look at what I've done.
I can never expect you to forgive me
I was so mad I forgot what you'd done for me
Now thanks to me you're dying.
And I'm left here crying.
If there was a way for me to save you I would.
I would climb the highest mountain.
I would dive to the depths of the sea.
I would fly to the farthest planet.
Please just come back to me.
I know I let you down.
I know I failed you.
I know you are disappointed.
You did so much for me.
You raised me.
You fed me.
You let me sleep in your room when I was afraid.
I was afraid of being on my own.
So you let me stay in your home.
I was afraid to close my eyes at night.
So you would hold me tight.
I am afraid I'll never see you live again.
You are my very best friend.
I know I am guilty for what you suffer.
But sometimes I can't help but wonder.
What if you had let me be free?
What if you had let me be me?
What if you let me try?
To spread my wings and learn to fly.
What if you gave me room?
Instead of deciding my every move.
What if you had given in?
Would we still be friends?
In the end I guess it's too late.
For soon you will be standing at heavens gates.
So kind and strict you were to me.
And this is how I repay you.